ramblings

I have 7 unpublished posts.....so while it may seem like I am not following my new year's resolution.  I am.  I have been blogging, I have re-taught myself to play the piano, however, I have not started something "new".  I really wanted to start a girls group of some sort but I just don't have the energy.

Energy.....where do you suppose people get their energy.  I have been struggling with going back to work for many reasons.
1) There were a lot of changes while I was on maternity leave
2) There were not enough changes while I was on maternity leave
3) I don't know how the time goes so fast
4) I went back to work at a busy season with all the parties and events fall and Christmas bring
5) I have no time for myself.

I took a Mindfulness course....while it has helped slightly....I have not gotten as much out of it as I should have.....right now I can hear the instructor saying "you only get what you put in"

Our life has been crazy lately...James is playing hockey, Janessa is in skating and gymnastics and Abigail is into everything so we haven't really seen any friends or had any quality time for anyone.  I did manage to spend a couple of hours with a great friend of mine but that's really it.  We are in the midst of Christmas plans and planning a 4 year old's birthday party.  Never mind trying to find time to bake.

Enough ramblings for now.  I have a post about a beautiful 1 year old and a post about a darling 4 year old coming up.....